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Everyone has experienced it at one time or another. Your walking down the street or in a store, you pass a kind stranger, and have the usual gineric exchange. "hi how are you today?" they'll smile politely and wait for the normal "I'm fine thanks" then everyone moves on. But has anyone ever taken a moment to really pay attention? Few might notice a small frown or lost look, maybe even get a kind smile. But do many of us ever really HEAR that person? Everyone's always so busy and in their own little world rushing around day in and day out. Do most people even really care? A young child can walk up to you with the biggest smile and everyone assumes they are fine. But sometimes, the biggest smiles are concealing the darkest of secrets. what if you knew that little kid went home every night to a drunken abusive father? or that girl you saw being bullied on the playground just lost her mother to cancer? what if you knew that bully at recess has to go passed his own bullies every day just to get beaten down like all the ones he does it to? Even the ones who bully carry secrets. Teachers always say "if you ever need to talk an adult is always there". Sometimes this may be true but your past can always block out those voices replacing them with new ones. "if you rat your a snitch a coward" These words aren't just said by adults. Kids can use weapons like the sharpest of knives right to the heart and that kid will feel that label for years. They say your perminant record follows you your whole life. Lables can do the same weather its just you or multiple who remember. "Get help" they tell the new teenage "emo" boy. Theres a reason they wont talk and its not just about "snitching" Bullies arent the only ones who lable you. Cant sit still in class? oh you must have ADD. Cant seem to find a reason to smile? oh you must be depressed or suicidal! here take a pill! Sometimes we get so wrapped up in our own lives that we look for the "QUICK FIX" to a problem. We forget that the most helpful solution can be as easy as listening and helping someone realize that we actually want to realy talk without judgment. Some can even be as easy as giving a real compliment or even just a simple smile. Another way we can all actually fix this epidemic would be to actually enfirce zero tolerance pollicys and making BOTH sides of the conflict heard AND cared for.
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What is the true meaning of family? Some would say that it's the people whom you are born from, the people you live with day in and day out. Others would say its the people whom took you in when you had no "real family" to stay with. Sure both answers are correct in there own ways however, I believe TRUE FAMILY are those who take you into there lives with no expectations. they pick you up when you are at your lowest without expecting anything in return. True family will help you find your way into the light and stick with you through your fears and sadness reguadless of your flaws. For most of my life I have been lost within that darkness held within the cage of my own mind with my demons constantly dragging me deeper. Until one day when I was introduced to a show called supernatural. Its the story of two young guys who go around the states together fighting monsters and saving the lives of those in need selflessly trying to rid the world of the fear and pain caused by demons while pushing asside memories of there own internal demons. These brave young souls find there own true family through there many adventures showing us that real family can come from even the most unexpected places. They show us that even in the worst of times, you can always find someone who will care to pick you up and help you find the good within yourself so you can learn to love yourself and tell those dark voices within to go fudge themselves. So why are thes wonderful gaurdian angels recieving so much hate? is it because the haters are afraid of what they dont understand? or are they just jelious because they are just as lost and broken as we are, yet we still managed to keep fighting in order to finally find what we have been looking for? Honestly, whatever the reason, i pray that these beautiful gaurdian angels remember that even through all the hate, those whom they have impacted on a weekly or daily bases will never forget everything they have done for us and though they are our gaurdians no one is truely invincible, I want them to know that no matter what they will always have thousands of people around the world shining there candles to help lead them from that same darkness which they have dug so many out of time and time again. Because they are our family from the sarcastic crazy uncle to the protective pie- loving and moose sised brothers or the badass nerdy sister and corcky aunts and brave loyal body gaurd. You are all a family to the many wayward brothers and sisters world wide and i couldnt be more proud to be a member in this family so thank you all for everything uv done and are still doing you may not realize it but your care compassion and love has saved so many lives that no matter how much hate there is, the love will always come out ten-fold and do anything we can to help always keep fighting the same as uv taught us from day one.
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There once was a beautiful angel lost confused and alone in a new scary land of haters posers. she knew not where she belonged or who she was but she was determind to find her place she was loyal beautiful sweet and kind beyond words always thinking of others before herself one day she ventured out into the world alone bot even knowing her heart waslooking for somthing she came across a show she had never seen a show of family love sadness fear but also of strength and will watching all the hell these 2 young men went through helped her to finally see wat she desired most was home but she knew not where to find it she had to meet the beautiful souls behind these young brave men she was determined more then ever so she packed a bag and set off on her journy alone once she finally arrived her heart raced with the demond of anxiety running thru her vains but she got the courage to finally go in her mind filled with questions and dissbeliefe @ jow light and happy the atmosphere was as she got her tickets awaiting the moment she hadnt ever known how much she needed till now she had spent so long caringfor wat others wanted she forgot to care for herself too but not now not here she finally felt safe to be happy about somthing for herself as she spoke to the wonderful help and cast she couldnt help but smile as tears welld in her eyes so many emotions racing all @ once as the tallest beautiful angel spoke to her with the love and respect she rarely knew on this day thes wonderful beautiful angels from above made her know love laughter hope and finally she felt the 1 thing she needed for so long they taught her the love of a true family and that family can be found even in our darkwst times but you must 1st begin w the love of the most important angel of this world "you see her every day in the mirror" they told her "dont ever let anyone tell you she doesnt matter because they just cant see you are a beautiful unicorn within a sea of black sheep and you must remind yourself you do matter you are finally home and your true family will love u and b here for you always you do belong and you are worthy of love dont you ever forget that your heart is pure gold for others but u must learn to love the beauity staring bk @ u in the mirror as well and we will always be here to remind u
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This quote holds truth within the real meaning of family. Especially within a certain tv show which reminds millions of viewers weekly that you can find a true sense of family, safety and unconditional love even within the darkest of times. Supernatural is a show about the many struggles of one. Very unique and dysfunctional family of two young boys who have lost their mother and are constantly tested in the true bonds of brotherhood. Throughout the show, there are many losses for young Sam and Dean, but many wins as well. These two brave handsome men travel the world saving lives on a weekly basis. Literally they are going to hell and back to save as many as they can using the lessons of their very distant heart-broken and driven father and their sarcastic straight forward uncle, whom a man would argue was more like a father to them then their own father was. That is true. Many would say that this is what makes a family and a hero, but in the eyes of thousands of fans, there is so much more to this amazing band of brothers then that. These amazing people are constantly seen in many conventions worldwide doing charity work and connecting with fans and helping those in need selflessly showing their fans the same love and kindness they have been shown time and time. Again they are reminding us of the true values of the bonds of family and friendship, and that we are all special in many different ways even if we cannot see it. Most heroes wear capes and fight villains, on tv which these young men also do, (minus the capes and tights) but in addition to that they take time to help those who are in need but not necessarily in danger. Reminding so many lost and confused young and old souls that no matter their past or present mistakes. We are all truly loved by someone and that even when our hearts feel nothing, but darkness. There is always someone to help pull us out and give us the strength to always keep fighting. For these reasons and more, it absolutely astounds me how much hate and disrespect these amazing people and even their family members receive. It takes real courage to constantly put yourself out into a world full of opinions and hate. And certainly a great deal more to be away from your family for months at a time only to video chat and visit them every chance you get in between. However, it seems no matter how hard the struggle gets, the love which our heroes have for the fans has not strain upon there love for their amazing, beautiful families. They may put on brave faces and they seem like it is nothing, but even heroes break on occasion. they have helped us realize that it is okay to break once in a while and have emotions. As we are all human and our hearts are all the same. They have all taught us so much about bravery, love, kindness, respect, (not only for others, but for ourselves as well. It absolutely bugs my mind how all of these beautiful souls could possibly be hated by anyone. That is, of course until remind myself that even through the light, the darkness still exists. But thanks to the Supernatural family. I have finally found my true family. The one place I can truly belong and be myself. And like all my fellow wayward brothers and sisters, I refuse to allow my family to feel the cruel loneliness of the darkness. My family is well over 10 thousands strong and, though we may sometimes lose, we will always keep fighting to pull each other back up long after this war of hate has been won. Thank you my wonderful teachers for helping me and the millions of others like me, to find the light within ourselves which helps us all shine in our own unique ways, and helping us to no longer be afraid to allow that light to be cast out into a world full of opinions and critics. I finally no longer feel like the lonely black sheep among a heard of flawless unicorns. But the black sheep who has finally found her way to where I can belong among, all the other sheep like me. My name is Karlie Marie and although I am still learning how to love myself first, i have learned that i am enough I truely do matter to someone and therefore i will always keep fighting because i finally understand that I really am not alone. When family don't end with blood you realize that that family always has your back. I want to thank all of you for bringing all of us wayward sons and daughters together and teaching us so much all these years.you may not think it or realize it but you are all our guardian angels and our lights which shine the way to lead us when we are in our darkest places. these candles you see before you today are a promise to all of you. A promise that not only will we always fight to remember the good that shines within us but to also help eachother remember the flame burning within us when they are lost as we were.

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